Throughout my short yet quite crazy life I have asked myself countless time “who am I?”. When I was dancing, the answer was, “You’re a dancer, of course!”. When I picked up photography the answer quickly turned into “You’re a fashion photographer, of course!”
In the last year or so many new dreams have taken over my life and I realized photography isn’t my ultimate stop. I started to understand that I was making a horrible mistake by identifying myself with what I was doing instead of by who I really was.
So, who am I? I realized I am an artist! I’m a dancer, a photographer, a painter, a writer, a traveler, a poet, a storyteller, a woman, and a dreamer… Hell yeah I’m a dreamer! Very recently I came to understand that I can be whoever I want to be. Our jobs are not who we are but just what we do, and what we do doesn’t have to stay the same nor define us. It’s ok to change our minds, it’s ok to have new dreams, and it’s ok to want bigger and better things for ourselves!
I thought I wanted to be a fashion photographer… I don’t. I want to be me! Just me.
“A self-portrait is a representation of an artist, drawn, painted, photographed, or sculpted by the artist.”
Self portraits have been created since the beginning of art.
We live in an era where selfies are a fucking epidemic. There’s a big difference between a selfie and a self portrait. A self portrait is a form of art and it’s purpose is to represent the artist. A selfie is just a low quality snapshot aimed to show how hot you think you are or how nice your hair looks that day (and hey, we are all guilty of taking a selfie here and there, myself included!)
BEHIND A SELF PORTRAIT
Once you are completely naked and there’s nothing more to take off – you’re you at 100%. You can’t hide behind anything else, and you have no choice but to show yourself for who you really are. I don’t feel an urge to get naked often, and I believe in nudity as a form of art if used with class and purpose. This self-portrait is just my artist statement; I wanted to prove that I could fight some of my biggest fears by facing them (I will write a separate post on Fears and another one on Nudity), and it’s a symbol of me wanting to show who I really am underneath… No clothes, no bullshit! Once I had stripped down completely, there was nothing left but my real self: an artist, a dreamer, a woman, a human being!
NOTE to any ball-breakers that are going to point this out: YES I did use Photoshop. I’m not a photojournalist, I have a very specific photographic style, which involves the use of post-production techniques, so please let’s all be smart and avoid pointless polemics about it. I use Photoshop as a tool to enhance what I already have in front of me, I looked at my work as photography with an illustration feel, so please look at it the same way you would look at a painting, thanks!